the last chapters finaly 48-55 the end!!!

Ellen was really worried about what Valerie has told her and she didn’t want the Stone and Johnson family members to lose their jobs and houses nor did she want Gertie to be barred from the town, so while Ellen was on her way to Gertie to caution her, she took her daughter Sarah with her and sadly while walking, Ellen was unfocused because of all of the things she was thinking about and then a truck hits Sarah and Sarah dies. After her daughter’s death, Ellen was very miserable and she didn’t want to talk to or see anybody. Ellen was very depressed and angry when she thought of what Valerie told her about that she didn’t feel that Sarah was going to get to study in school and that something bad is going to happen that would be the cause of it. Valerie already has a child and she was going to have another. Ellen started to feel a bit better after her daughter’s death in a few months. She also had developed an obsession about the “after life” subject. She tried to find answers to many of the questions she had in her mind. Then Ellen meets this woman in church who tells her that she can help her. Ellen goes to this woman and the woman tells her that she’ll find the answers she wants if grows closer back to her home. The woman told Ellen that everything in her future would be fine. Ellen and her husband Percy always went to visit Sarah’s grave and Ellen always felt like she was the cause of her daughter’s death and always thought that she was the one who killed her daughter. Later on, Ellen discovers that she is pregnant again and this made her and everybody happy again. Ellen now decided to pay her close friend Valerie a visit. When Ellen arrived to Valerie’s place, Valerie was worried that Ellen might be sad, because if she sees Valerie’s kid, she would remember Sarah and it would make her feel sad, but then Ellen told Valerie that she’s fine now and doesn’t need to be worried about it. Then later on, Pauline whom is Valerie’s daughter, told her mom to bring some juice for her and Sarah. Both Valerie and Ellen were amused of what Pauline has asked her mom to do then Ellen sees a butterfly and remembers the “after life” signs and she believed that this butterfly was her daughter Sarah.



THE END

chapters from 39-48

Hilda didn’t like the chaos that was happening while they were moving out of London, but still she still badly wanted to leave London, because London reminded her of all of the hardships she had to go through and she never wanted to come back to London ever again. Hilda and Mabel became much closer now and one of the things that made them more linked with each other is that they were both going to share a grandchild. Hilda was happy when she arrived to her new home and she thanked Gertie for her help. Ellen is still thinking of Percy , their relationship, and how they agreed that their marriage is only platonic. Ellen liked Percy a lot, but wasn’t in love with him and she doesn’t think that she ever will. Percy is still mad at his parents, because they opposed him when he said that he wanted to marry Ellen. Hilda told Percy that he should talk to his parents again and that it’s wrong of him to stay away from them. Ellen meets Valerie whom is her neighbor and the become close friends, because they have some things in common like they were both pregnant. Ellen gave birth to a baby girl whom was named Sarah. Ellen became very happy after her baby’s birth and was glad to have not married Billy, because Billy was very bad to his wife and was very self-centered. Ellen moved into a new house with Percy and Sarah and she was living a very happy life with her new small family. She and her close friend Valerie visited each other constantly. When Valerie hears some talk about Gertie’s relationship with Maureen she went and told Ellen what she had heard.

GOD!!!

Life is full of holes and problems that are disturbing your way, but do not let this distraction make you forget the remembrance of Allah, because no one will benefit you except him.

                                                                                                                                            

chapters 20-30...

hilda and ellen went back to clabham, because gertie tried to kiss hilda.ellen wasn't happey by going back to london,and she thought that she would miss the country side.they moved to a building with mabel, and they became neighbors.few months later hilda discovered that she is bregnant,she was very happy because she thought that ellen would be her last child,because she had found problems befor in trying to get a baby.she wrote to dog a letter telling him that she is bregnant.he replayed her massage and told her that he was so excited and happy too.ellen also found out about her mother's bregnancy, and she was fine with it.ellen had met mabel's two sons, the older one was called percy,and the younger was called billy.percy was a nice kid, but billy always caused so many troubles ,and he also used to steal.mabel thought if her husband found out about billy stealing,billy will be in so much trouble.billy was accually save now from his father's punishment, because his father was also sent away for the war.ellen and percy started to work togther in planting in the small yard. ellen thought percy is sweet  but she didnt like billy.hilda recieved a letter that dog's ship was dameged and that they haven't found him.hilda thought that dog is died, so she was very shocked and devastated,and ellen kept craying for long time.hilda isolated herself from everyone around her.hilda heared bubbings so she desided to go to the safe place with ellen along with mabel and her sons.when they arived to the save place,there was a women who told hilda that her husband wasn't died,and that she saw a vision of him comming back home.hilda refused to belive and listten to what the women wanted to tell her next . ellen heared what the lady told her mother, and she started thinking if she was right, and that her dad might be comming back home again.after the bumbbing has stoped ,they all went back home.soon after hilda's devastating news about her husband she had lost her baby too.hilda also now lost complete faith in the necklace,and thought that it dosen't breing luck,and she gaved it to ellen bcause she wanted it. ellen was so intersted in wairing the necklace, since it had a cross sign in it ,and she was going to church.ellen never knew too much about her religion,since her mother was not very religious.after many months dog came back ,and hilda was very surprised by seeing him,because she didn't expect that the women told the truth.ellen though thought that the women was right even befor her dad came ,so she wasn't so surpriesed but she was happey.after a while they all had to move away from clabham,into a country side.in this time hilda didn't want to go back to london,because london brought back very bad memories to her.billy worked at a stable ,and he enjoyed spending his time with horses.percy didnt go with them,because he was sent to work for the war.billy couldn't stop talking about horses when he came back home.billy and ellen met a girl in the country side called shiela.ellen realized that billy and shiela like each other.and ellen was jeallous of shiela,and she didn't realized that she had that sort of feelings toward billy.now it was time for all of them to go back to clabham, because the war was over and they celebrated it. hilda didn't want to leave the country side ,while dog wanted to stay but they need to get money, but he need to get a jop first, so he went to find a jop in london.mabel and billy went back to london,befor hilda.billy got sad because he didnt want to leave the stable.ellen goes to shiela and told her that billy went away,and that she will also move back to london with her perants. shiela was sad and she gaved ellen a paper with her address written on it,and she asked from ellen to give it to billy.when ellen goes back home, she trashed the paper that shiela gaived her,and she admeted to herself that she like billy.since dog's back was injured, he couldn't work.so hilda got angry and decided to go work to get money.at the end of the chapters it shows that percy also started to have feelings toward ellen.

chapters from 4...till10

after hilda settled down in her friend's house she realised that ellen health is better.gertie start teaching ellen .Mabel hailda's friend kept in touch with hilda by letters.In one of these letters to her , mabel was telling hilda that her house was bombed and she had to move to clapham.Hilda tells gertie that she want to go to the village.hilda wanted to see if there is any letters from her husband doug, but gertie was not excited when hilda asked her to take her there,because she wasn't a very socializing person,and she thought that the people in the village were not nice,and they only wanted to get information about gertie's work.And finaly gertie agreed to take hilda to the vilage.Hilda didn't find any letters from doug.After a while ,doug araived to somerset.ellen was so happey that her dad came,and hilda was very shocked and glad to see her husband again.gertie as a child had thought her feelings toward hilda were sisterly,but now after she reached puberty,her feelings start to change,but hilda has been always attrachted to boys.gertie pretended that she was interasted in boys too,but all the time she had grown closer and more in love with hilda.Doug realized that gertie was not happey when he arived and then he got angry and told gertie to not(try her moves on hilda).hilda was mad at doug because he said that to gertie,but hilda stops being after she heared and sow doug crying at night,because he had a very bad nightmare.Doug was very surprised by the change in ellen,she was taller and her nose sprinkled with freckles.Doug started helping in the digging and planting,and he enjoyed it. Doug said to hilda "it's a shame ,we have only maneged the one child".Hilda told doug that after having too much trouble falling pregnent, it was good that she still got ellen.Ellen became used to play alon,and she loved exploring,finding things,and had turned the woods into her own magic kingdom.ellen was really sad that gertie has saled some of the animals in the farm.In order to make ellen happey gertie had bought ellen a kitten, and ellen was so glad to have a new bet.Now it was time for doug to leave. Gertie was so glad that doug will leave and she thought that when he leaves her imagenery family that she made up with hilda and ellen will come back.The train was going to leave very soon, and gertie was hoping to take doug and reach the station befor the train leave.While hilda hoped that he will miss the train so she can have more time with him.gertie was able to reach the station on time.ned,gertie's horse,was so tired now because gertie made him run so fast with no stop or rest till they reached the station.Hilda and ellen said their good byes to doug, and he left so fast.Hilda and ellen was very sad then.Gertie told hilda that ned need some rest but hilda was now so angry and deppresed, and all she can think of is that she can't wait to go back to london with ellen.

the continuation of the first 3 chapters...

 hilda reached her friend in the crewkerne station,but she didnt recognise her at first,she looked so diffrent to her .when gertie saw ellen ,she was surprised by her look and prettyness.hilda saw  gertie's  small horse and cart,she asked her  if these are her's,and she answered yes,and it was her only transporter.hilda thanks her friend for allowing her to come over in her house,and gertie start apologizing for not reading and  replaying her letters quickly, and she felt sorry for  her parents' death and she started calming her down.while they were on the way to gertie's house, hilda start asking gertie about her lonelyness here and how she felt living alon,and they were talking about their lives , and what is thier news,and remmbering the past and what happened to them.  they went on and on untell they finally  reached gertie's house.hilda and ellen  found the house strange and full with animals , and had no electricity at all ,and it has that old traditional decorations .hilda thinks that going to gertie's house was the right decision.she thinks that she and ellen will be fine there.

I don't know miss shabana I traid to change it but it didn't transfer to english but I will try over and over again,
And about the novel I will add more info so please do not grade it for me now wait tell after tommorow to check what
Is missing.